"the absolute way of getting out of the extreme emo-ness,
is to do the exact opposite of it"





Well I guess my title would have explained it all.
Wow wow wow.
It have been weeks since I return to blog.
Just plain lazy to record my life down.
Plus all that emo-ness I felt weeks before,
Nahhh,
No point noting that down.
:)




Just to sum it all up,
This week have been crazy hectic.
New semester,
New Class,
New faces,
Gakuensai.
Imagine the mental pressure.
Killer.





Of course, there are emo times too.
So bad till a point I felt like hurting myself again.
Just like last time.
Baka to the max right.
People stop me when I start to do things insane,
I can't control myself sometimes. =/





But then again,
There are also times that are just plain fun.
I cherish them so dearly.
I want to live life like that all the time.
(Y)





Ok, this was meant to be a short post.
So I guess this is where I will stop.
Too darn lazy to continue anyway.
Want me to post pictures?
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D
BRIBE ME!
LOLLOLLOL
just kidding. :)






oyasumi. xD

"Nothing more to say"




I have stared at this blank post for almost 10 mins
Before starting on the first sentence.
I have brought things upon myself,
There is absolutely nobody to blame.
The same mistake again,
Why can't I just learn from it.
Why must I repeat the mistake that shattered my heart to a million pieces before.





You deserve it Brenda.
You deserve every single gist of it.
You don't know how to express your real thoughts and feelings.
Darn your bloody ego and fear.
But there is no turning back from here.
You would just have to face it.
Forget about all these.
Focus on things you would need to focus on.
There is still JCG to worry about.
There is still School to worry about.
There is still Family to worry about.
There is still your Health to worry about.
Enough of breaking your heart.
Seal it.
Confine it.






Cause there is absolutely no time for this.

"Our Differences really do show"






Need I say more?
My legs looks like pigs trotters now.
How nice. =.=





And I wasn't even able to go for work today too.
Cause the pain was so bad I could hardly walk.
So I decided to go to the doctors hoping he can cure me before tomorrow.
and he gave me this!
I CAN'T EVEN FIT INTO MY WORKING SHOES NOW!!
so how am I suppose to work tomorrow.
HELL NOICE. Zz





I guess this is really a DARN UNLUCKY year for me.


1. The number of time I got sick is so frequently
that the doctor already predicted when I will come again.

2. The number of times I sat on a bus and it BROKE DOWN
is the number of fingers I have on my hand.

3. The number of times I met a really SLOW driver or a TRAFFIC JAM
is more than the number of fingers of my hands and legs AND my grandma's too.
(it doesn't even matter how early I wake up.
I have even tried leaving house an entire hour early!)

4. The number of times I got myself into rubbish shit is almost infinite.


ARGH. #!*&#!$^@$!#





I swear RP and the Hotel is SOOOOOO going to blacklist me.
"THE GIRL THAT IS ALWAYS SICK"
and that pretty much sucks.
ARGH I HATE MY SICKLY LIFE.
I HATE BAD LUCK.
I HATE BEING LABELED AS SOMETHING NEGATIVE.
&!^#%*!^@&(@$*&#!$





AH FORGET IT.
That's life I guess.
What's the point of grumbling about it.
It is not going to get any better.
BUT IT IS JUST SO FRUSTRATING.
*cries a lake*





That's it,
I am going to drown myself in emo shit
and an acute pain in my heel the entire night today.
AND OH YEAH,
My dragonica patch just wouldn't work after my 47584729083 times I tried it.
ARGH, GOD DAMN IT.
BYE PEOPLE.



*#&!$^(#*!*()@*$)(8





RANDOM:




Things people will do for love.
Vandalism on a bus stop bench.
Like WHUTT.
LOL

"Everything is not what it seems
When you can get all you wanted in your wildest dreams
You might run into trouble if you go to extremes
Because everything is not what it seems "





I am acutely hungry now.
Rojak, Prawn noodle, Sushi, Roti Prata, Pigs organ soup,
Ice cendol, Fried Ice cream, Beef steak, Soybean curd,
Smelly toufu, Green veges, Crab, Prawns, Calms, Scallops,
Sotong, Bamboo shoots, Lemon Chicken, Yong tau Foo

OMG. I AM SO HUNGRYYY
roar~





And guess what?
My PP is not done yet.
Apparantly, I am still stuck at my miserable 15% of it.
And my Ritz Calton Internship starts this thurs.
That leaves me almost impossible days left to finish my PP.
OMG
WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO.
good job good job *clap clap* D;
imitates XY





Sleepy.
I can't help but feel sleepy about life all the time now.
Don't ask me why.
I don't know.
Just feels sleepy all the time.
Like I could sleep my life away.
Sleeping Beauty!



***
I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream,
I know you the gleam in your eyes are so familliar a gleam,
Yes, I know its true that visions are seldom all they seem,
but if i know you, i know what you'll do...
You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream.
***


random much B. ?
LOL





I want to go sentosa like soon, REAL SOON.
With my JCG family definitely!
Homg, only when I am with them I will so bliss.
SO FUNNY PEOPLE.
xD





Ok, I am going to do a rapid ending.
My mind have been pretty messy lazy to post anything decent
So I am not going to say more
Before you all get blown away my magnificent abrupt change of topics.



Oh btw,


I love my bro and cousin to bits.
and domo too of course.
:D


toodles~ :)

"Something so right has no chance to live
So let's us forget about chances,
its one night I will give"





PP.
If you are human,
I will beg you to leave.
CAUSE YOU ARE GOD DAMN IRRITATING.





Resolution for the following days:
1. PP
2. JCG language lessons and activites
3. Gakuensai preparations
4. Ritz Calton internship
5. PP





SEE
PP takes up two slots in my resolutions.
Omg, why do you even exist. T.T
Sigh,
I guess it is good for us. =/





Ok, I have stopped doing my PP already
So I am bored off my socks.
No one is talking to me on msn.
Facebook suddenly turns boring.
No new posts on sgcafe too.
one word,
B.O.R.I.N.G





SoOoOoOoOoOo
should I sleep early tonight?
I am in an awful mood tonight.
All cause of that someone.
Tsk.
So much to hate and so much to love.
=/





OH SHOOT.
I forget that we have Japanese lessons tomorrow.
B HAS TO WAKE UP EARLY AGAIN. T^T
And I totally forgot to practice whatever we learned in previous lessons. D;





Hajimemashite
Watashi wa Repaburikku Polytekunikku no gakusee desu.
Namae wa B desu.
Senmon wa Hosupitarityii Gaku desu.
Shingapooru-jin desu. Doozo yoroshiku onegai shimasu.




Minna san!
Kochirawa ______ san desu!




Ogenki desuka?
Hai, okagesamade, genki desu _____ san wa?




ichi, ni, san, shi, go,
roku, shiji, haji, kyu, juu

ichi, ni, san, yon, go,
roku, nana, haji, kyu, juu




I hope I can still remember tomorrow. ><
I am actually not looking forward to go tomorrow.
No idea why. =/



Haiya,
Don't care la.

Advice from Facebook application:
" Worry less, limit stress. "


Shall live by it. :)