a little something you would want to know about the webmistress.she is shy.she is sensitive.and maybe a little bimbotic and nutcase like at times, self-proclaimed.
nevertheless, her name is called BRENDA but sometimes people call her reiko れいこ too.typical 17 year old with no doubts on being senseless. randomness and observations are the key to her life and maybe a little nonsense won't hurt too.
born to this earth on 16-08-91. a day that maybe the best encounter or the worst disaster of her parent's lives. want to know more about her? she is just one click away, brendalicious1608@live.com.
nice meeting you. =)
to continue with it and hope for something to happen,
or to end it fast.
i am trying my best to feel. hoping that i can get butterflies in my stomach. but i have to be really honest, i felt none yesterday.
i am really sorry.
this is indeed the first time i am having all these doubts. there is just no feel.
i like you, you are really nice. really caring. really cute.but it just stops there. there is nothing more than that.
i am trying to find something that is more then like. i promise i will try. but i feel that it is very unfair to you. to make you wait for a unpredictable answer.
i feel damn guilty right now.
people are going to hate me for sure if i ever have the courage to post this up. but i believe you have the rights to know. i don't want to lie to you.
maybe we need more time? i really don't know.
you have every right to hate me now. i beg you to be angry with me. i feel that i have led you down. there is nothing that can express my guilt right now. i feel horrible. i feel like a bitch.
i guess i really need more time. i need to sort my feelings out. you have every right to leave. i won't blame you for i am such a bitch to do this to you.
i just need sometime alone.
once again, i am really sorry. hurts my every soul while typing all these things down. i really hope you will understand.
