"invisible words beneath the silence"empty pachments speaks most wordsi am very tempted to just leave this post emptyjust a little tribute to my JCG president CK,

thanks for remembering even if you are wayyyyyy in japan. =)
and bloody hell, we need you in the ig so you better not leave ok!
you are very important.
proud right. *eyebrowns*and yes, i spent the whole entire day slacking off at home as mentioned.
call me lazy what so ever ba.
i want to laze all i can before school reopens.
till then, it would be
H.E.L.Lsigh, guess that is school life. =/
******
i was not planning to post anything sendimental nor emotional tonight.
well i guess i really can't ignore the fact.
i am feeling damn fucking bad now.
i can't just take your words as sweeping statements.
it is affecting me too much.
and wtf, the worst thing is that everything seems helpless.
there is absolutely NOTHING i can do.
well except giving you what you deserve.
shall i do just that then?
but then, i will be unfair to someone else in turn.
FUCK IT LA. LIFE IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR
and pardon my coarse language. i am desperate for vention.
******
sigh. i guess there is really nothing i can do about it already.
i would just have to leave it as if i know nothing.
but if you would ever accept my sincere apologises,
i'm sorry.
ps. fuck my life and its dramas.