"that familar feeling is back"
and i don't like it a bit.









absolute must watch i must say.
a little insulting to these famous people
but endless fun nevertheless.
way to go. :D





sheesh,
i am like losing my social life man.
have been keeping myself at home.
lazing away as the clock ticks precious life away.
ah well. =/





and i don't think i am only losing my social life.
i am also losing my ability to blog properly.
there is always instances that i would just pause and realize
"hey, i got nothing else to write about."
and procrasted hours away before i either finally post it,
or just closed the tab.
pathetic.





after using tumblr,
i realize how an ameatur i am.
scanned myself properly and discovered that,
i really don't have anything special or outstanding man.
i don't do great photography,
i embaress myself sometimes with my language usasge.
there is like 91287301397523855824 faults i find in myself.
shucks, the urge of drowning myself in self pity is starting.
crap.





well aside from that,
i think i am just lacking something very important in life.
more may not not one thing but many.
well i would just have to say,
patience is the key.
i will feel genuienely happy one day.






wish me luck. =)