"the absolute way of getting out of the extreme emo-ness,
is to do the exact opposite of it"





Well I guess my title would have explained it all.
Wow wow wow.
It have been weeks since I return to blog.
Just plain lazy to record my life down.
Plus all that emo-ness I felt weeks before,
Nahhh,
No point noting that down.
:)




Just to sum it all up,
This week have been crazy hectic.
New semester,
New Class,
New faces,
Gakuensai.
Imagine the mental pressure.
Killer.





Of course, there are emo times too.
So bad till a point I felt like hurting myself again.
Just like last time.
Baka to the max right.
People stop me when I start to do things insane,
I can't control myself sometimes. =/





But then again,
There are also times that are just plain fun.
I cherish them so dearly.
I want to live life like that all the time.
(Y)





Ok, this was meant to be a short post.
So I guess this is where I will stop.
Too darn lazy to continue anyway.
Want me to post pictures?
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:D
:D
:D
:D
BRIBE ME!
LOLLOLLOL
just kidding. :)






oyasumi. xD

"Nothing more to say"




I have stared at this blank post for almost 10 mins
Before starting on the first sentence.
I have brought things upon myself,
There is absolutely nobody to blame.
The same mistake again,
Why can't I just learn from it.
Why must I repeat the mistake that shattered my heart to a million pieces before.





You deserve it Brenda.
You deserve every single gist of it.
You don't know how to express your real thoughts and feelings.
Darn your bloody ego and fear.
But there is no turning back from here.
You would just have to face it.
Forget about all these.
Focus on things you would need to focus on.
There is still JCG to worry about.
There is still School to worry about.
There is still Family to worry about.
There is still your Health to worry about.
Enough of breaking your heart.
Seal it.
Confine it.






Cause there is absolutely no time for this.