"it is so difficult to trust anyone anymore"
is there anything more i have to say?
the title says it all




Hmmm.
let me see,
it have been..


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whole days since i did a proper post.:O




haha,
i know no biggie la.
but it just feels like it have been months.



















i just love these people to bits.
so relaxed, so carefree when i am with them.




no scheming,
no backstabbing,
no fake faces.




just us and only us,
sharing the same interest,
the same celebrity gossips,
the same passion.




JCG PEEPS,
i would to really thank you all.
thank you all for all the wonderful time you given me.




all the hard work
all the laughter
all the stupid things we did
all the sad times we pulled through.









JCG, I WILL NEVER LET YOU CRUMBLE.
for my source of true indulgence exist there. =)





Just a quick update on the dates..




2nd may:
Watched X men's origins, wolverine.
AWESOME MOVIE I TELL YOU.
rating 4.5/5!
Urge me to re watch X men 1,2,3.
Xmen is still the best marvel movie ever! *loves* ^^





3rd may:
went for shiroro sama's birthday celebration.
my eyes were rejecting my contacts that day so i wore specs.
SO UN GLAM! D;
But we had a good time man.
Played lan for the first time.
L4D anyone?
i know super lag la. ^^ll





4th may:
Went to school and was bored out of my socks.
god damn the faci.
so cocky. =.=
went for PP briefing and
WTF, NO IDEA WHAT AND HOW TO DO AT ALL.
wish me good riddance people.
after the briefing went for JCG meeting and back home with my JCG peeps! :D





5th may:
WAS suppose to go to school.
but haha, you all guessed it.
i didn't. XP
Overslept and wasn't feeling well.
decided to stay at home
then the risk getting caught by the thermal detectors
stationed in the school's ONLY entrance.
SOOOOOO, slacked the whole day today.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!




6th may:
-unknown-





well, that's about all,
now my conscience wouldn't be bugging me to update anymore.
i guess no one was anticipating it as well. ^^




*****

ocean wide full of fake faces.
how am i to know who is real and who is not.
the fake looks real.
the real looks real too.



any detectors that can see through these people.
know what their actual motive are.
how great it is to be able to read people's thoughts.
and then again how disastrous to be able to read one.



hello reality.
is this what you really are?
if it is,
i will rather indulge myself
to the deceiving world of virtual fantasies



at least on fantasies,
you can let your guards down.
and let your real self free.


*****




i guess i have finally worked my body out.
i am even lazy to type.
everything seem like illusions now...