I.AM.BACK








miss me? xD





OK, so I am back to my blogger like I don't how many donkey times of changing blogging platforms.
I guess blogger is still the ultimate blogging platform.
No way you can beat it.
May you try inside out, outside in, left-side right, right-side left. upside down, downside out.
P.E.R.F.E.C.T





Well, I still love my tumblr no doubt.
Cause I am just so unoriginal like that.
Reblogging is ♥♥♥.
But you know, it starts to get you a little lazy.
OK, I admit, not a little but ALOT lazier. =.=
Just looking through my tumblr page and you will realize,
only like 20% of all the posts are like written by yours truly.
Boring maxi-mums!
So I guess I shall stop my lazy bug from destroying all
what that is left from my unglamorous amount of creative juices.





BUT.
yes, there is always a big but in everything.





I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START.
OK, maybe I shall start with what have I been lingering recently.
My life have been revolving very much on JCG nowadays.
They are family to me.
I adore them so much I think I can start calling my members "children" already.
D;
NO NO NO.
I don't want to age like 30 years instantly.
"Siblings".
Yes, that should be the perfect term. :D





And it is only these few days I realized that the how scheming society is.
Holy mama crap to Jupiter.
totally random ^^ll
These people are scary like monsters from prey and predator.
Maybe even scarier.
At least when you face a real monster,
they will just eat you and end your fear like instantly.
Facing people like these?
WOAH.
Infinite intense fear I tell you.
You would have to watch your back EVERY SINGLE SECOND.
No, haiya-I-slack-for-a-moment-no-biggie deal.
T^T





BUT BUT BUT
see I told you there are buts in everything. xP





I DON'T GET THE FEELING OF FEAR WHEN I AM WITH MY JCG FAMILY!

Waaa. this is seriously sounding like some gratitude post for JCG.
I can't express the love I have for you all man.
Till Nano bits I swear.
Maybe more than that if Nano bits are not the smallest.
do you guys love me too?
HEE HEE.






Alright, I think I am going to stop here.
Absolute random urge for me to come back here.
After I have lost all my readers. LOL





Nevertheless,
It feels great to be back.
feels like home.





Tadaima~
♥♥♥♥♥

"it is so difficult to trust anyone anymore"
is there anything more i have to say?
the title says it all




Hmmm.
let me see,
it have been..


1
2
3
4



whole days since i did a proper post.:O




haha,
i know no biggie la.
but it just feels like it have been months.



















i just love these people to bits.
so relaxed, so carefree when i am with them.




no scheming,
no backstabbing,
no fake faces.




just us and only us,
sharing the same interest,
the same celebrity gossips,
the same passion.




JCG PEEPS,
i would to really thank you all.
thank you all for all the wonderful time you given me.




all the hard work
all the laughter
all the stupid things we did
all the sad times we pulled through.









JCG, I WILL NEVER LET YOU CRUMBLE.
for my source of true indulgence exist there. =)





Just a quick update on the dates..




2nd may:
Watched X men's origins, wolverine.
AWESOME MOVIE I TELL YOU.
rating 4.5/5!
Urge me to re watch X men 1,2,3.
Xmen is still the best marvel movie ever! *loves* ^^





3rd may:
went for shiroro sama's birthday celebration.
my eyes were rejecting my contacts that day so i wore specs.
SO UN GLAM! D;
But we had a good time man.
Played lan for the first time.
L4D anyone?
i know super lag la. ^^ll





4th may:
Went to school and was bored out of my socks.
god damn the faci.
so cocky. =.=
went for PP briefing and
WTF, NO IDEA WHAT AND HOW TO DO AT ALL.
wish me good riddance people.
after the briefing went for JCG meeting and back home with my JCG peeps! :D





5th may:
WAS suppose to go to school.
but haha, you all guessed it.
i didn't. XP
Overslept and wasn't feeling well.
decided to stay at home
then the risk getting caught by the thermal detectors
stationed in the school's ONLY entrance.
SOOOOOO, slacked the whole day today.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!




6th may:
-unknown-





well, that's about all,
now my conscience wouldn't be bugging me to update anymore.
i guess no one was anticipating it as well. ^^




*****

ocean wide full of fake faces.
how am i to know who is real and who is not.
the fake looks real.
the real looks real too.



any detectors that can see through these people.
know what their actual motive are.
how great it is to be able to read people's thoughts.
and then again how disastrous to be able to read one.



hello reality.
is this what you really are?
if it is,
i will rather indulge myself
to the deceiving world of virtual fantasies



at least on fantasies,
you can let your guards down.
and let your real self free.


*****




i guess i have finally worked my body out.
i am even lazy to type.
everything seem like illusions now...